I really have no idea what to think coming into this class; sure, I've spent my time in Park's multitude of introductory level classes and found a love for field production, but this is something entirely new. Now that I have a little of a background in the area, it's expected that I also possess some basic level of knowledge about all stages of the field. Some things are fuzzy from last year (attending class on painkillers for a contusion and sprain in your knee doesn't really help you focus), but it is with absolute certainty that I can say that I enjoy what I do. However, scheduling Fiction Field 1 into my semester for Fall 2012 was a bit anxiety-inducing. Not only do I doubt my own ability, but what's to say that I won't have a terrible class, limited skills, or an awful professor? What will I do then?
Fortunately, I didn't have to give that much thought once I was into the first class. Almost immediately, I felt comfortable in the lab with the group around me, and Arturo's words caught my attention from the start. I was particularly drawn to one statement, which I went to great lengths to remember: "Making films is solving problems." Now, there's something I could latch onto and think deeply about. This quote really hit home for me, because it seemed so incredibly relevant to my life and what I'd like to do with my future. It is my greatest dream to somehow work within the communications industry to bring about change for the better, or at the very least bring notice to overlooked yet important ideas. I've had a passion for filmmaking and editing for several years now, only to be enhanced within Park's walls, and to hear words that so profoundly state what I want to dedicate my life to is perhaps the most reassuring thing I've had said to me all week.
I'm no longer worried about this initial leap into a new level of work and intelligence; as a matter of fact, I'm quite looking forward to it. I want to have my skills and thoughts challenged and provoked by new lessons, despite knowing that I will inevitably make mistakes and get down on myself for slips in my work. Hopefully, by the end of the semester, I can look back and say that I've made progress on my journey to making films that solve problems in the world. As long as I can do that, and be happy with said progress, I think that Fiction Field 1 is going to be one hell of an awesome class.
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Friday, August 31, 2012
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Back in Production Class
While everyone always feels a little disoriented coming back to their classes for the first time after summer break, I didn't expect to be so intimidated by my production classes this semester since I'm a junior. Of course, I've taken production classes before - but not since my freshman year.
Everything I learned in Intro to Field Production and Intro to Media Production were extremely helpful and provided a great foundation for me to begin my studies as a Television-Radio major. I, also, worked on two ICTV shows - one field, and one studio, and though I was only a PA I definitely was able to utilize and build on the things I was learning in my production classes. Of course, at the end of my spring semester freshman year I registered for Television Production and Direction and assumed that the following semester I would sign up for Fiction Field Production (as that was what the old curriculum called for at the time).
However, things did not go my way. I ended up having to drop Television Production and Direction as certain things in my personal life were preventing me from having a heavy workload. I figured I would put of P and D, since production classes require a lot of attention, until things calmed down. But they didn't and I ended up having to refrain from taking not only P and D and Fiction Field, but from doing any extra curricular activities such as ICTV. Essentially, my focus and my passion for the media industry was put completely on hold for a year.
Naturally this felt like a huge setback for me, but I'm definitely ready and prepared to get back on the horse, as far as production classes go and taking both of these classes this semester. It felt intimating being reintroduced to all of the technology and to be back in the studio for the first time since I was a freshman. I can't wait to be back at it!
- Melanie Saitta
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junior year,
new school year,
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